yessy21 Posted August 9, 2012 Posted August 9, 2012 I never thought that it would hit me hard. I have an amazing boyfriend. but just knowing that hes having a baby with a crackhead... it urks me. He will most probrably be in that kids life..more than he was in my monkeys. when my friend told me... i had tears streaming down my face. i didnt expect it to feel this way. he had made sure she aborted the other two. but she doesnt want to get rid of this one. she is about 5 to 6 months. the same time as the other abortions. its his life and it shouldnt bother me. but i feel devastated and i dont know why.
weallfalldown Posted August 9, 2012 Posted August 9, 2012 Hey.....you say you have an amazing boyfriend??..... i guess your still not over the ex then?
Author yessy21 Posted August 9, 2012 Author Posted August 9, 2012 we had been on and off until April of last year. i have been with my new bf since May. I didnt think something like that would bother me. but i guess it does... its not that i want to be the only one that had his child but i feel like its wrong.... i dont know why. i guess it happens. its just something i have no control over. i still care for him but i will never be with him again. Im just so sad. and i dont want to be.
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