Twins Posted August 7, 2012 Posted August 7, 2012 So I'm just trying to cope. Today at lunch I cried. My friends both have boyfriends and are so happy. I'm happy for them as it was years for them waiting for happiness. Well, I miss my ex. It has been about 4 months now going on 5 and I'm trying to stay strong. He has even been calling me about every 2 or 3 days. Told me he misses me. I just don't want to get my hopes up. Just having a hard time today. Can't contact him though. We weren't really together but he started to see someone else. He tells me he is not in love with her. I'm still charging ahead, but today is rough. Can't stop crying. Still miss him so much.
Blastoplast Posted August 7, 2012 Posted August 7, 2012 The girl who dumped me is missing me, I'm sure your ex is missing you. I still think of her, but she hurt me over so much stupid !@#$ it really doesn't even bother me anymore -- and we were together for 7 years and have only been broken up for just over 3 months. I just realize that I deserve 100% more and better than what she gave me, and if she couldn't commit to me after 7 years for just this little bit, she probably never would/will. I hear you though about seeing other happy couples. It reminds me of what my EX and I used to be, and how SO many people used to envy us because we were always so happy and seemed just perfect for each other. Well, we were -- but you have to be happy inside to be happy outside, and she wasn't happy inside at all.
Author Twins Posted August 7, 2012 Author Posted August 7, 2012 I'm afraid that I am not happy inside. That maybe I made him unhappy because I wasn't happy or loved myself. I'm doubting myself. I use to be so confident. I can't seem to find that one relationship where we both are willing to work it out over the long haul. I thought this was the one that no matter how hard, we would figure it out and be together. Even if things got really rough. I don't think I want to answer the phone if he calls me. I miss him too much. My emotions are still all over the place. I have strong days and then weak days. Today is weak.
The Tallest One Posted August 7, 2012 Posted August 7, 2012 We all have our good days and our bad days. Still don't know why our ex's stay in contact after they dump us? Maybe an ego stroke, they like the attention, or maybe in some sick way they like to know we're still struggling, I don't really know? You have to know that things do get easier, I know everyone says this but it's true. I still get my hopes up everytime she texts me! it's hard on us and if they don't want to be with us, why can't they just let us be?
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