Rikko Posted August 3, 2012 Posted August 3, 2012 I never believed in love at first sight nor I've fallen in love with someone at first sight. But I guess its not the same case anymore. We met only once in a group setting, we didn't talk much for the most part. I thought he was a little shy compared to the other guys who were in the group, but didn't mind smiling at me while we were talking or answering questions that I asked quickly. He sat right next to me so we couldn't make any eye contacts as I was looking directly to the other guys who were sitting in front of me. I've tried my best to hide my feelings towards him and I think I treated everyone equally. I spared time for conversation for every guy who were in the group. He had this gorgeous smile whenever we talked and awkward shyness and I can't stop thinking about him. I don't know him well , and he doesn't know me well either. We're from different cultures that speak different languages but conversations went in english. I'm hoping because of language barrier he could not talk as much as he wanted to or maybe out of shyness. I don't even know if he's got a girlfriend, why would I ask of course I'd make myself a complete fool. While we were walking down the road, after lunch he almost always walked beside me but didn't talk much so I started a conversation and he seemed funny, of course I'll always find him funny because I'm attracted to him . I'm not sure what it is though we hadn't had any chance to really talk and get to know each other better as we were in a group, I fell for him. Maybe it was his gorgeous smile and awkward shyness and that warmth. Ever since then I just can't seem to stop thinking about him, I'm sure the feelings will fade gradually as time goes by because he already left town and there might not be any chance for us to see each other again thats what makes me all melancholy. If only I had more time to be with him , I might have figured out if he feels the same way as I do and if he did we might have worked things out and be together. But he's gone now and I'm all alone again though I'm as happy as one can be and in peace with my current situation the thought of him gone and the uncertainty if we'll ever meet again in this life makes me sad. I never fall for a guy instantly even if he's gorgeous, and appears perfect and I always thought feelings develop gradually under any circumstances between two people but he was an exception. The more I think about it the more I feel helpless. I guess I'll just keep that gorgeous smile, awkward shyness and that warmth , that picture of him in my mind.
Leopard Posted August 3, 2012 Posted August 3, 2012 Babe, it's called pheromones. There have been times when I met a man that I spent the next week dreaming and lusting over. This isn't because I fell in love, it's because he was an alpha and had this incredible scent that I was incredibly attracted to. 1
Kofybean Posted August 3, 2012 Posted August 3, 2012 ...I thought he was a little shy compared to the other guys who were in the group,.. Sorry, hope this doesn't take you off topic, but you mind answering why you said this? Explain why you compare him, or ranked him among the others at this point? Also, I am most curious about the "shy" part? What specificllly denoted he was shy. Did you conclude something was wrong with him since he wasn't as loud, boisterous as the other guys, or cuz he did not immeadiately come on to you?
Leopard Posted August 3, 2012 Posted August 3, 2012 I'm getting the idea that kofybean is either a psych student or a therapist of some sort
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