weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 Hi all....after all my preaching to others about no contact....what a dick...i ****ed up I haven't spoken to it for over 2 months.....and then i went and phoned her at her mothers.... her mum answered Hi love how are you? yea ok thanks... How's jo? Yea ok she's ok She's out jogging... Oh, ok, she still on her own? yea she is.......(hmmmm) i wander get her to give me a ring sometime? i will She won't and i know it..... What a **** up i am agrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......................
theskyisblue Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 Hey man, What made you want to break NC and give her a call?
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 god knows mate.....i've had a real shyt day, and it's been eating away at me....to find out what she's up to.......but i know deep down it aint a good thing, but hey, perhaps i need a wake up call!!!!!...haha
theskyisblue Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 Hey man believe me all it can take is for one thing and then you're desperate to contact them. I bet when her mum picked up that was a tough conversation. How do you feel about it? I heard from my ex's sibling - they didn't even realise we were broken up properly and was asking how I was. So crazy and it gives you that little bit of hope. Gotta stay strong bro and not call her or her place or her parents place. There probably isn't anything you could hear that would make you glad you made that phone call. If she really needed to speak to you - she'd be in touch. That's what I have to tell myself anyway. Stay strong man.
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 Thanks mate..yea i know your right......i know it too well......impulsive behaviour on my behalf........
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 and now i phoned back..............she don't want to talk to me.....i knew it
Chi townD Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 And.....you feel embarassed and angry at yourself and after you got off the phone, your pulse rate went up and you started to feel anxious, then...you call back and find out that she doesn't want to talk to you. Now you feel hurt, rejected and angry and lonely and second guessing everything and wondering what went wrong...... Welcome back to square one!!! Don't worry, dude. People break NC all the time. You aren't the first and you won't be the last.
Dblock10 Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 breaking nc is healthy i think. it helps put things into perspective sometimes
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 i need a firework up my arse, to be honest i needed that!....i knew, and all these weeks i knew she had moved on, either that or she dorsn't want to hurt herself by hearin my voice?.....**** knows. all i know is she's an ignorant gutless piece of ****......
Dblock10 Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 sometimes it takes us to lose all hope before you can truly move on... it sucks but thats how it works. you just have to know some things are best left in the past. got to look forward, things do and will get better.
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 yea...thanks for your words chaps.......
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 a mye said come over and we'll sink a bottle of whiskey........one thing i aint doing......get drunk over some bint?...nah.... 1
Chi townD Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 a mye said come over and we'll sink a bottle of whiskey........one thing i aint doing......get drunk over some bint?...nah.... THAT'S THE SPIRIT!!! Good attitude to have!............... What the hell is a bint?
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 haha.....bint= tart. twat, slag. bitch you name it:lmao:
Occu3.14'd Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 I broke NC The other day. I was afraid to admit it here, but now I will. I''ll post a thread about it later. And remember... We all fall down
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 haha...yea we do...i remember when i dumped her once...she was in pieced, and drove miles in a state to see me...even wrote a love letter ans posted it....i knew i should have left her then for good......trust your instincts...but hey we never do!...
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 **** it......i'm such a knob aggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........roll on meetin someone else
Chi townD Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 **** it......i'm such a knob aggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........roll on meetin someone else KNOB!!!!! I know this...you're calling yourself a penis, right?
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 well there is some consolidation....i still have my **** buddy of 10 years still around haha
Chi townD Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 No! No! I'm just trying to get a handle on British culture...that's all. crisps= potato chips Fag=cigarette lift= elevator tube= subway taking a piss= making fun of me I still don't know what rippin the Mickey out of of someone (ain't no one rippin nothing out of me! My Mickey is fine right where it is!) and I still don't know who the chick on the dollar is.
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 rippin the mikey = taking the piss hahaaaa The woman is the queen....
Mike_d Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 boot = truck torch = flashlight getting pissed = getting drunk taking the piss = to mock, tease, ridicule, or scoff (had to look it up) porkie pies = telling lies
Chi townD Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 rippin the mikey = taking the piss hahaaaa The woman is the queen.... Opps! Hee....hee... Ummm... She's looked great jumping out of that helicopter!
Author weallfalldown Posted August 2, 2012 Author Posted August 2, 2012 boot = truck torch = flashlight getting pissed = getting drunk taking the piss = to mock, tease, ridicule, or scoff (had to look it up) porkie pies = telling lies Boot = the trunk of a car......or footwear
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