AnchordHeart Posted August 1, 2012 Posted August 1, 2012 So, today officially means that I have been single for one month! NC for about three weeks. C: (I dont want to bother counting the days, it's not worth it.) After the initial shock of the breakup I was devastated. Ive never felt such raw pain in my life. I begged, pleaded, made promises to change, and all that stuff without realizing he was leaving me for his ex. Today I am aching with loneliness, but i'm cheering myself up by realizing these things. 1) He is NOT the first thought I have in the morning, and I dont dream of him every night. 2) I listened to a song that was special to us, and legitimately enjoyed it. I thought of him, but more in a neutral way, enjoying how the song originally made us think of each other when we were just friends. 3) I have not cried in a few days, and feel no desire to do so. 4) The urge to check up on him is slowly subsiding. 5) The pain is no longer crippling, more like a dull ache in the background. 6) I am accepting that he is no longer part of my life, and i'm starting to think more of how he hurt me, instead of how much I miss him. I feel like I am moving on at a decent pace, but I wish I could just erase him from my mind. It's funny to think that just three weeks ago I was sobbing over the heartache, and now ive accepted it and made efforts to move on. How is everyone else coping? 3
weallfalldown Posted August 1, 2012 Posted August 1, 2012 hi...........It# s been 2 months since i saw the thing i was with:laugh:...... and nc since then....yea it's hurt and i've felt like the most un confident destroyed soul on earth....but hey....life goes on......did you say your ex was tall and skinny in another post?............i'm the same haha.......my ex was abs stunning....i think i was enfatuated not in love, and i only really miss the sex....which was unreal........i think that's most people's prob....the lack of nookie haha..
Author AnchordHeart Posted August 1, 2012 Author Posted August 1, 2012 hi...........It# s been 2 months since i saw the thing i was with:laugh:...... and nc since then....yea it's hurt and i've felt like the most un confident destroyed soul on earth....but hey....life goes on......did you say your ex was tall and skinny in another post?............i'm the same haha.......my ex was abs stunning....i think i was enfatuated not in love, and i only really miss the sex....which was unreal........i think that's most people's prob....the lack of nookie haha.. I feel like I cant even think about sex at all because I just imagine him. >_> I wish I only missed the sex
Lovestolove Posted August 2, 2012 Posted August 2, 2012 Im gald for you Its true it helps to think of how you were hurt My break up is really fresh yesterday... the worst line that keeps echoing annoying in the back of my head is after i aske him if we could try being together for a lil while longer and his response was'' would u want to be with someone who doiesnt want to be with you'' uhhh! i couldnt imagine a future with him as he didnt want kids so it helps that my future has a free parking space for a someone more suitable although that scares me thee unkown but at least it was better than what ive known *sigh* 1
Author AnchordHeart Posted August 3, 2012 Author Posted August 3, 2012 Im gald for you Its true it helps to think of how you were hurt My break up is really fresh yesterday... the worst line that keeps echoing annoying in the back of my head is after i aske him if we could try being together for a lil while longer and his response was'' would u want to be with someone who doiesnt want to be with you'' uhhh! i couldnt imagine a future with him as he didnt want kids so it helps that my future has a free parking space for a someone more suitable although that scares me thee unkown but at least it was better than what ive known *sigh* Keep that thought, and let it push you to be stronger. Would you want to be with someone who doesnt want to be with you? No. Be sure to ask him that if he ever comes back. Imagine that and let it strengthen you.
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