bluegreen Posted August 1, 2012 Posted August 1, 2012 One of my boyfriend's best friends got married and all gang went on drinking all night and almost all day lets get drunk as skunks idea he promised he will be back home by certain time he promised he won't get more then few bears either. To make it even worse that's not my boyfriend not the one I know he drinks few beers that's it he never called text-ed me for those 24 hours I was worried sick he ignored me and my texts and spent all the time with them its like his friends owned him for a day and contacting me was out of the question that made me feel so hurt and humiliated somehow what right do they have and I don't over him ? Finally when every last friend left and I mean every one and he came home he sent me adorable text but by then I was hopping mad and told him .... off who do you think you are 15 year old who needs to be tough macho guy in front of his friends not even one am alive and OK texts how could you do this to me and why would you ? Well we had hell of the fight roof blew off am sure he swears he did not cheated but what else am I to think why would he be such a... on purpose and worry me and make me feel bad I told him if he cheated he gets cheated on for sure and he then may be bigger person and forgive me or leave me choice is his. ps: He did cheat once in a our very beginning somehow we went trough it and to be honest he seems to be on real road to change it hurts him to know I can't yet get over it but am not doing it on purpose. It hurts me so much to even think for a moment he might do it again we love each so much but keep struggling with this or so it seems I do what do we do here we talked marriage kids jobs and all clicks except this damn black cloud of his cheating over us ...
ja123 Posted August 1, 2012 Posted August 1, 2012 Had you actually had the exclusivity talk early in your relationship when he cheated?
Author bluegreen Posted August 1, 2012 Author Posted August 1, 2012 Sometimes its hard to define official if you know what I mean I have to be honest it was more like "understanding" we are dating moving to something serious couple so I see right away what you mean and really appreciate it to. It might come to seem that am over reacting insecure clinging lunatic but am not you see I had no idea he cheated and catching him up in it was awful it blew right in my face and floored me completely more so cause he claimed am "it" for him and he would be crazy to loose me. But No no official words where spoken at that particular time
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