lvixen Posted August 1, 2012 Posted August 1, 2012 Hi all, I'm having a tough time coping. I met my ex 5 years ago online and we became pretty good friends, meeting offline quite a few times for drinks and the like. 4 months ago I fell pretty hard for him, fell in love or infatuation I do not know. Anyways I confessed my feelings for him and he told me he loved me too, always has and always will. We began dating then. It was magical at first, then he started to be very mean to me, making jokes at my expense and the like. He stopped then I guess he thought I got offended at everything he said, I mean that's what he said to me when we broke up a month and a half ago, that I have no sense of humour and that he has to walk on egg shells around me to not offend me and hence doesn't love me anymore. I tried to explain to him that I only get hurt when he makes jokes at my expense, like calling me ugly and stuff like that. As for the rest I have no idea what he's talking about. Anyways I've maintained NC with him since then but it is so hard. He's the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about when I go to bed. Sleep is not even a reprieve from him as I still dream about him most nights. Now that I think about it, all my previous relationships ended because he had fallen in love with someone else, or had cheated, and hence it was easier for me to move on. But it was nothing like that this time. I just don't know what to do. Any advice?
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