Lost the love of my life :-(

[Tomsparky86]

I was with my ex partner for 3 years, she really was the love of my life but unfortunately due to a very stressful working environment I failed to show it :-( . I found my self becoming very detached and was constantly stressed out, now and again I would go on dating websites, although I had no intention at all of meeting anybody, it just made me feel good about myself . My ex partner found out about this for the third time 4 days ago, I got extremely angry and said some very hurtful things to her and family members which I massively regret as I didn't mean a single word , she has now moved out and I find myself alone , upset , distressed and not knowing what to do :-( is their anybody out their at all that can give me advice on how I can change , to get rid of this stress and to sort myself out?

[sage1320]

I found my self becoming very detached and was constantly stressed out, now and again I would go on dating websites, although I had no intention at all of meeting anybody, it just made me feel good about myself . My ex partner found out about this for the third time 4 days ago, I got extremely angry and said some very hurtful things to her and family members

 

It seems like she finally had enough after she found you on dating sites for the third time..Even if dating sites made you feel good, there is no need for you to go on those websites..you had your women there for you..We go on dating websites try to find a date when we are single.. and sorry to say this but you were been selfish by getting angry at her.. Did she get mad at you the first time? The second time? yet, you still broke her trust by going on there again.. My suggestion is ask for forgiveness...Apologies to her and her family..but don't think this is going to make things better for you and her...it will calm things down.. Try to work on your stress and ask yourself why you had become detached to her? maybe there was no communication? Good Luck..and God Bless