Biscous Posted July 31, 2012 Posted July 31, 2012 For some reason I have been thinking about my ex a lot. A few weeks ago it was anger. The past month she has attempted to contact me three times through FB or text. It has been over two months of NC and I have stayed strong. I actually laughed about it because in one of the texts she begged me to answer her. I know she ran back to her ex before me, which more and more has been disturbing me. I do wonder what she sees in him. I do feel I was an 'upgrade' in her life based on how she told me he emotionally tormented her and even physical attractiveness. Anyways I don't know why in the hell it has been bothering me more and more. I feel if I get with another woman I HAVE to upgrade to get over her, because right now I mentally know I can't get back with her, but emotionally I am still mending my heart. It just sucks to see that relationship dissipate and possibly never see her again. I think the fact that I had a dream about her with someone recently and the fact that she was supposed to move in with me as of this week has bothered me a LOT and it shouldn't. I'm not sure the idea of her having sex with someone else is plaguing me so much and in my head so much right now. I've been making positive strives in my personal life and been doing everything correct in moving forward. So why the hell is this all getting to me?
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