lemonlime Posted July 31, 2012 Posted July 31, 2012 My ex and I have been broken up for a month. We broke up because I relapsed and I didnt tell him about it for a few months. I'm working my program in AA, and doing what I can. He says he wants to try to work things out. He says he wants to forgive me. We've been meeting up once a week so he can see my progress, with my program, and working on being more open. Today I asked him what hes waiting for. What is it that he needs. He said hes looking to see the change, so he knows it wont happen again. Hes waiting to decide if he can forgive me once that happens. I feel pretty pessamistic now, because hes never going to see something that guarantees it will never happen again. Theres no way for me to do that. I dont know where to go from here. Or how long im supposed to be willing to wait in limbo.
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