zanzi Posted July 30, 2012 Posted July 30, 2012 Im thinking about you today, Jay. So Im posting here. Im thinking about the slow and painful way in which Im accepting your loss. Sometimes I fantasize that in a month you will miss me and talk to me again. Im acknowledging that it didn't work out, and that I caused a lot of pain for you. Im letting you go because I love you enough. But nobody ever said I couldn't think about you for a while longer. I don't think its pointless. You got a new cellphone presumably. Yes, I did try to ring once last week. Im sorry ok? I hate your answer phone. Its annoying. Your on my mind every minute. No matter who I am with. Im only with him because I need a distraction from thinking about you. Your not thinking about me, because if you were, you'd have said so. I love you Jay. Thats why Im silent as you wished after you cut me off forever.
Recommended Posts