jw32802 Posted July 11, 2004 Posted July 11, 2004 It's so crazy. I am sitting here watching "welcome to mooseport" on comcast on demand; I was desparate for any movie to get my mind off my ex. And im watching this girl maura tierny and I keep wishing i was like her. She doesnt stick around for any BS and she has so much confidence and it is a complete turn on to the men, because they seem to respect her. i know this is probably not even a great movie, but did you ever watch someone on tv and feel like you could be like that? like you let go of all control and just say to your man/woman "this is what i want or im outta here" and not try to manipulate the situation. I feel like we all are trying to figure out how to get them back or analyzing what the other is thinking, when really we should just BE OURSELVES and know we are our best and thast it. this is the first time all day where this pain went away, honestly. i dont have the pang, because i am thinking "hey, i was the best i could be, i gave it my all and I am confident enough to know ideserve the best". I love the girl on this movie cuz the guy who wants her back keeps telling her things and all she keeps saying is "this isnt about me, this is about you!" and walks away. She stands her ground and doesn tput up w/ crap and it makes him try all the more harder.
Author jw32802 Posted July 11, 2004 Author Posted July 11, 2004 And wow , does fred savage look good in this movie! I cant believe how much older he looks and hes hot!!!!
ntovrhm Posted July 12, 2004 Posted July 12, 2004 You are right. And you do eventually get to that point. again. I'm just starting to too, and it feels soooo good, because I like myself so much more when I've begun to let go of the anger and pretense, and focus on myself again. You do realize that you are who you are, and that if it wasn't right for them, then it really wouldn't be right for you in the long run. I've just finally realized with my heart that it would have been bad for me if we were still together, and it feels like such a release. It's just trudging through the pain that takes time, and ultimately sucks, but it's a necessary part of the process.
ntovrhm Posted July 12, 2004 Posted July 12, 2004 Oh, and make sure that you at least remember that you can feel okay again, because it's happened today, and will happen again with more frequency in the future.
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