todreaminblue Posted July 29, 2012 Posted July 29, 2012 My daughter my oldest true heart is 18 today....yaaaaaay and then nooooooooooooooo....she is in a serious reelationship and very happy h eloves her adores her beautiful soul..they have gone out today..she is a caramel beauty with a black girls booty......she is insecure she is carrying extra weight....but she is a beautiful soul and the boyfriend went through me all five four of me against his tallness i look midget but he was respectful and understood my passion would kickk his ass if he hurts her....my girl was embarrassed but she loves me.....its better than her father doing it.....she webnt otu today and she wanted me to take her danicng tonight celebrate her legal status.....i decided against going out with the light i see(yes my girl), because others would see me and disrespect her........i am not stable so i would get in trouble.....it makes me dsad for her....but i bought an exercise bike for her and boxing gloves and focus pads....i am going to spend much more time with her before i let some cruel heart destroy all i have worked towards her being......and then my exes woman yes the bouncer......posts on shainas page happybirthday sweetheart..love christine..... i asked the ex bouncer last week, i have always given you respect you know I always will, dont make me delete my facebook page please, if they only have data left i keep track of the girls when they go out independantly,she had sent my girls friend requests start of more struggle...thats why i rang him and spewed my guts you know i have feelings for you they are not resolved why would you disrespect me this way....he said please please dont take it that way.....she wont go on your page..i sanyone else around...no you no i dotn speak to you privately if i have a problem..please i have feelings for you too what can we do you wont move back im with christine......come back.....we cna see each other....you.... no.... i cant.....send me pics then deb send me your poems i miss you......i cant ....the kids migth come in......ill send you soem tonight when they are asleep......you know you ahve to send them to my mobile yeh yeh ill send them you want me to be sly and sneaky huh.......chuckles....its between us.....ok i have to go i have an appointment.......ok miss ya deb....yep metooo bye......i never sent the4 pictures have been avoiding the phone calls jumping inthe shower misssing them.....think that i swhy i am going stir crazy i wish i could change things i fix could i wouldnt be retarded like i am....i am not going to do anything with my ex i cant the girls went through too much trauma my son wanted to kill him.....still doesnt feel the sam eabotu him any more.....and i catn fulfill any ones needs not even my dreams
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