Phanpooh Posted July 23, 2012 Posted July 23, 2012 i was in long distant reletionship in almost 2y After first year, she wanted to dump me but she try to keep working And when she found her "dream boy", she forced me to dump her and i acted not like myself to help her avoid her guilty... we also both r successful, i started my new life, sometime it's up and down, i'm now okay with my life and have some plans in future. i had a few dates with someone but nothing is happened, cause i know, i didn't get over her completely and i dun want to break sb heart. But i can't stop myself think about her... i wanted to take care of her life and try to ignore my feeling for her. Sometime people ask me about her and i blame about her but in other hand, it's hard to be alone at begin, she wanted to be friend but then took my money and ignore me. She is now living with her new bf, and they r happy... they had their problem with money and sth else but it's not much as me ), she still lend money from my best-friend ( this boy is too good and so rich ) however, i know this rebound relationship will be break up soon... But at least she is happy now, with herself! we broke up 8m ago, for a reason, she was looking for other and asked for a break, then i had to let her go... NC for 7m after she is in new relationship. she was going to another country to study and then hook up with some " best boy" there, but at next few months, she will come back... my problem is, how to ignore feeling for her? it's a long time but i feel like everything is just yesterday... i'm still in NC, still be stronger day by day but the feeling in my mind is the same! and i just want to live my own life, just like she do!
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