Brokendude Posted July 22, 2012 Posted July 22, 2012 I kno ive always been down on here an just a week ago i was living my life normally, but damn it i forgot who i am, im a caring, genuine, reasonable, witty, hilarious, and a hell of a catch, i kno were all down but lets pks reflect and remember who we r pre relationship , i miss my ex but i miss my old self more, i wanna hang out with that guy he always had a smile on his face and lit a room like it was his job, i wish i could hold on to this high every secind of the day, and i hope this motivated and inspired someone today, im sure ill see u guys when this rollercoaster hits the low again but for now im living im tjis moment where not even her memories can break me, they havent come that often lately
salmagundi Posted July 22, 2012 Posted July 22, 2012 I know what you mean. I felt it at work last night. I'm a bartender and my job, which I love, is being on stage chatting people up and energizing our little bar. Last night people would come up to the bar and I would just be like "yeah...what do you want?" Definitely not me, but my life is a charade where I pretend I'm ok when really, I'm not. It sucks...
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