pathetic1999 Posted July 21, 2012 Posted July 21, 2012 I know we have good and bad days but it's been a string of bad now...like a week of them what has happened to me? I think I felt he would contact me by now and he hasn't. It's been 11.5 weeks and nothing not even a breadcrumb besides him telling his brother to remind my friends at work it was my birthday. Great so he still cares, he still has all of our photos up on facebook, great so he still cares, great all great except he hasn't contacted me. Not a word, all these promises and he just walks away because he isn't ready. I'm left here alone and sad. I was getting better and now I feel so much worse I feel like I can't go one, I feel empty and dark and alone and don't want to leave my house and can't smile again. What's wrong with me??
The Tallest One Posted July 22, 2012 Posted July 22, 2012 Hi there! Please change your name, your not pathetic, your human like the rest of us. Your hurting right now like I am hurting. I also feel alone, empty and so sad at times. I miss my ex gf a lot! Feel lost a lot of the time. Give yourself time. I know everyone says this, but trust me, it's all you need. Time does heal all wounds. Im 42, have had my heart broken bigtime over the years and I'm a single father of two. I know pain, loneliness, darkness, but I also know that every storm passes. Like they say in the movie "The Crow", it can't rain all the time. You are not alone! This pain will go away, so take it one day at a time and never ever do anything foolish like hurting yourself. I've tried it twice and I tell you honestly that it will get better and I would never ever be foolish like that ever again. Just know that things do get better, much much better! I'll be thinking of you! Cheers! 2
CopingGal Posted July 22, 2012 Posted July 22, 2012 Hi there! Please change your name, your not pathetic, your human like the rest of us. Lot's of people on here need to change their name. It would be a step in the right direction toward getting confidence.
Author pathetic1999 Posted July 23, 2012 Author Posted July 23, 2012 Thank you tallest...It's so hard and I thought I was doing better but then bam I am not. I just want to fast forward time and feel better! Or maybe rewind time and never have met him, funny part is I wasn't even attracted to him when I met him and I just went with him darn on me! Funny you quoted the "crow" my ex and I used to say that line a lot! Love that movie.
Jono85 Posted July 23, 2012 Posted July 23, 2012 Thank you tallest...It's so hard and I thought I was doing better but then bam I am not. I just want to fast forward time and feel better! Or maybe rewind time and never have met him, funny part is I wasn't even attracted to him when I met him and I just went with him darn on me! Funny you quoted the "crow" my ex and I used to say that line a lot! Love that movie. like you, the first date i ever had with my current ex, although it went pretty well, on the way home i was disappointed, b/c she wasn't nearly as physically attractive to me at the time compared to my then recent ex. we met online (first and only girl i ever met in person online after trying it early last year). well suffice to say my attraction for her grew quite a lot. now i'm 5 days NC and also with a broken heart, daily crying episodes (well every other day or so lol) and just lost at how the love she had for me over the past year seems gone. anyway i really feel for ya, keep ur head up, and just keep going. that's all u can do.
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