Mariana345 Posted July 19, 2012 Posted July 19, 2012 Well, in a few weeks, on august 5th was going to be our fifth anniversary... I'm really sad about this... I thought that by that time we were going to be ok... but he hasn't contacted me at all, I officially went NC since 1st of july but for him to know haven't contacted since the BU (3rd of june) just an email, one call and a meting to have my stuff back... I meant officially because the first weeks I kind of spied his FB and emails accounts XD But I stopped that and having news about him since 1st... I have plans for that day, I'm going out with some friends, but for so many years we planned to celebrate in one place that was very significant for both of us... and now, we are not together, we are strangers I'm really trying to moving on, I started some classes and went out with friends but he remaind in my mind all the time... He just don't misses me that much, he probably have a new gf... I don't even know if I want him back, but keep struggling this BU... Tomorrow I'm going to travel with a friend, but still doesn't feel like helping me... Supposed to be our 5th anniversary... Instead two months since BU and NC... It's heartbreaking
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