Brokendude Posted July 18, 2012 Posted July 18, 2012 I kno im gonna be hurting no matter what and uve guys seen me crumble and fall apart in here. But since weve been apart all ive done is improve myself, i gave up alcohol completely, put myself on a meal plan eating healthier, working more hours, focusig more on school and more importantly building myself back up in the gym, its really so empowering, just picturing running into my ex (wit no expectations) and hoping to show her that i did it and tose from the flames and i am stronger than ever, sure i will come back here when i hit my lows but thats my long term game plan for MYSELF and secondly the human in me wants to do it to show her i can make it on my own and even be a much better petson than she ever knew
Dblock10 Posted July 18, 2012 Posted July 18, 2012 thats good you have this motivation, but you should do it regardless of if you ever see her again or not. i know it would be a great feeling though for her to see how you are now. and you know what you probably will get that chance! with me, i was already doing great things, so its hard for me to improve on me, although i plan to make the most of my finals at college then finish with a good degree would be great
Author Brokendude Posted July 18, 2012 Author Posted July 18, 2012 I dont do it to get her back i just wanna be the best person i can be, its just all empowering an addicting to keep improving, it lessens the low points, i hate those
Chi townD Posted July 18, 2012 Posted July 18, 2012 This thread made me smile! That's awesome dude! Just keep on picturing that future and don't stop until you're there. It's requires a lot of hard work, so remember! Have fun doing it!
Author Brokendude Posted July 18, 2012 Author Posted July 18, 2012 Thanks chi! I may be in a lot of pain, and cryin everyday, but i wanna be productive still and just come out on top!!! Hopefully ill be successful in this approach so i can inspire other people that r hurting
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