alonetc Posted July 18, 2012 Posted July 18, 2012 my story goes like this... I tried to court this christian girl but she said that she was not thinking about stuff like that as of now... So i respected her decision but we texted for a few months then have calls that ended up early in the morning went out on dates that was not called a date for us... Soon she started to fall for me but then i got scared of what effect it would make to herself i did not want her to neglect the priorities that she made just to be with me... on april 10 9.55pm i told her that we should stop everything, all she said was "okay". after two months have passed i saw her again and the feelings just came back and it took over me... i asked if i could get a second chance but she said no, she claimed that she was in love with this christian boy(has no interest on girls yet)... after a month i texted her again now she was responding to my text message... after a few days everything was fine i thought that we were good but she told me that i broke her heart once and she cannot take another heart break again... i was shock and sad for causing her heart break... T.T She told me its was hard trying to forget the feelings that she had for me in the past 2months and in one day of texting all her feelings came back... but still she said that she had been praying for this christian boy (refering to boy because i am 4years older) now the texting became more distant even though she replied to my messages... everyday it seems that i am losing her... I never wanted anyone in my life please tell me there is still hope... right now i am feeling really lost and it's tearing me apart inside...
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