Just a short story

[Bumpin in My Trunk]

Well, about two years ago, I date this chick for like 5 months. She ended up playing me like she played the guy before me (basically, I was the other guy). Anyway, she met this other guy while she was with me and left me for him and has continued this pattern of meeting guys while being with her bf and then playing them. So then she dated the dude that she left me for for 1 year and then did the same thing to him. So far, shes on to her 4th guy and I don't see and ending to that pattern I described. She talked alot about abuse while I was with her. Dad broke her kneecaps with jackhammer or dad hit mom with a phone and broke the phone from the force of the impact and I don't remember if her moms face was broken too. She talked about how her mom and her moms family abused her verbally and how her mom would literally starve her and wont serve her food so she could lose weight. All in all, it was a lot of abuse in her life from what she had been telling me. I was madly in love and you could say we were real close to each other. We almost had sex one at some house we were staying at but we couldn't bc the was reaaaall loud and her mom was in the next room lolololol

 

Something also important. We went on this trip once to the mountains or some ****. I thought it was going to be fun and all that **** but it was boring as ****. Everytime I tried to do something fun she didn't wanna do it. If I even had a remote clue of why...but anyways, I was so bored that I decided to ge drunk to pass the boredom. We went to our rooms and she was frightened. Like she got under her covers and was shaking and tried to avoid me because she knew I was drunk. By the time I tried talking to her and she was under her covers coming down from the drunkness and I felt tipsy(my fast metabolism). That night was very shocking for me because I never realized how serious her abuse was. All I did was just lie next to her trying to talk to her drunk and stupidly like a little kid until I saw the fear and pain in her eyes. If I remember correctly I left the room and bought her some chicken nuggets and then went back to sleep when her mom returned to our room. I was so madly in love I coudln't have hurt her even if I was beyond enraged at her. But yea just thought you should know that.

 

 

Anyway, I'm typing this because sometime in January of this year she tried to talk to me after two years of NC. Not to mention she also talked **** behind my back and said I was a jerk and all the typical post breakup stuff. I really treated her like a queen. I remember stealing food or buying food for her whenever she told me her mom was starving her. So one day I came out to the school field and she said "hi" and it took me a good 2-3 seconds to reply because it was SO shocking that she would talk to me for such a long time. She tried to make small talk but I just kept it short, cheered for me while I was playing sports, and tried to talk to me when my phone got taken away. She tried pretty hard to establish some connection again but I guess she just went away when the got the hints. Anyway, I just kept all the responses cold and short because I was really diggin someone else at the time (check my first thread) and I didn't really wanna hear any of her **** so I had not even given her behavior a second thought until now. It's one of those nights that you think about life and so I just thought I would practice my story telling.

 

 

Please do say if I suck at this. And yeah that's pretty much all there is to the story. If I had known about this website 2 years ago I would have handled that breakup with such finesse. We probably wouldn't have been together by now but we would have ended on good terms and been good friends.

Edited July 18, 2012 by Bumpin in My Trunk