Whats going on with my boyfriend?! OR ME to think of that

[Sorrysophie88]

Good Evening all

 

Im 24 in 2 months, my other half will be 37, we've been together now for a year (a year in august) I love him to peices but our relationship has never been easy, i met him at work and sparked a relationship he had only been released from prison 2 months earlier (i know how that sounds!) Honestly i have a drink problem which varies in severity but i have my sober days, we argue alot mostly about my drinking and stupid things, he began to grow very distant over the past few months and told me it was over.. he then started sending me messages telling me unless i change and sort myself out he wont talk to me until i do and i would have to be sober for atleast a month,his phones been off or im blocked..i would do anything for this man so know i will breeze it, its been a week and havnt really hurd a thing apart from a txt message "I miss you" right now im just panicing i havnt drank throughout this week but wonder how its so easy for him to drop me like that, in my mind i think hes never going to come back and that in a month i will be gone and forgotten and my efforts will be for nothing and in my heart i know that will destroy me.

 

I know without any of you knowing him you cant assume but my question is he doing this because he loves me or is it his way of letting me down lightly..? hes was very cold and heartless when telling me to sort myself out and breaking up