Mariana345 Posted July 15, 2012 Share Posted July 15, 2012 I can't believe myself. After all the finds about him (most likely) cheating, and that he haven't made any contact of any kind (after 6 weeks), and he is partying and (most likely) dating as soon as we brokeup... and I still think about him coming back! What the hell is wrong with me?! I've been loving him since 9 years, but still!! I know he loved me deeply, but he is not that man anymore! He told me the "I don't feel the same way, I want to know if I can miss you" stupid excuse and just dating right away!! Why should I still wait for him?! I don't want to! But just thinking of letting all go... I really thought we will be together for the rest of our lifes... I'm having a hard time realizing that he just... don't love me anymore, that he is not coming back, and even If he ever want that (so not likely) we just can't be together anymore, I have not trust in him whatsoever. Just giving myself hope, and then remembering all those things and take it away over and over... I feel just so stupid, to still love this kind of person. He used to be the best, but... he's not anymore Link to post Share on other sites
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