someone12341 Posted July 13, 2012 Posted July 13, 2012 tomorrow was gonna be one of the most memorable days of my life, but now it's not, do to her breaking it off and canceling the engagement/wedding. dont know whAt todo with myself so many emotions/things going through my head, been doing good so far in coping with this breakup but for some reason thinking about what was suppose to happen isn't going to well. I know today and tommorow will pass, been trying to keep myself busy and trying not to focus on tomorrow, just cant stop. I use to have friends but I gave them up cause all they wanted to do was drink and I didn't need that in my life, wanted to settle down and raise a family. so glad that I can pray, have great family, and some excellent advise from people on LS to help me get through this it's been tough, just posting this, instead of keeping it bottled up inside
Author someone12341 Posted July 13, 2012 Author Posted July 13, 2012 one minute I am happy with thinking about the good times and the next I want to cry cause she isnt here, I think about how she would have looked in her wedding dress seeing her smile and just looking in her eyes while the ceremony went on and can't help but tear up knowing that it's not gonna happen. I just wonder if she is thinking about these things too, guess it wouldn't matter.
stillafool Posted July 13, 2012 Posted July 13, 2012 I'm sure she is thinking about it too. You did the right thing to give up your "drinking" friends. Drinking can only lead to bad health and bad looks. You just keep on praying, God will send you the answer. It is normal to feel as you do today.
Author someone12341 Posted July 14, 2012 Author Posted July 14, 2012 yesterday, prayed and it put a smile on my face, don't know why but it did, plan on praying some more today for god to give the strength to make it through and ease my pain, thank you for your reply, I will continue to pray and keep a positiive outlook, mom tells me that god works in mysterious ways, and although I do not know why this happened it did for a reason
stillafool Posted July 14, 2012 Posted July 14, 2012 One day you may thank God from saving you from being married to her. Your Mom is right, he does work in mysterious ways.
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