whoknows11 Posted July 12, 2012 Posted July 12, 2012 I tried enough with my ex gf. Trying to work things out and get her back. Yeah its been up and down with us. But things started to clear up. We started talking again yesterday and it went well. She didnt say i love you too when we went to bed, but its ok. We started to talk today after she got out of her school. Didnt last long though. She stopped responding shortly. And i didnt hear from her for the rest of tonight. I even tried texting her a couple times. Got nothing. Im done. This isnt the first time its happened. Possibly the worst though. But it made me realize how i shouldnt try anymore. And that it isnt worth it. I went through enough pain and confusion. I waited for her long enough. Its always been me whos initiated contact during this "break" (clearly a breakup). And if i didnt, she couldnt spare a minute to try and at least see if im alive. Modt of all it was usually one word responses from her. She claims i treated her like **** during this breakup and that she feels unloved from me and im an *******, but its completly the other way around. Ive done everything for her. Was here eachday risking it. Risking my feelings hoping shed come back, hoping i can make things right before we got together. But im wrong. It isnt worth it. I cant do it anymore. I asked her about moving on if she was, she said she doesnt know what to do. She still wears the promise ring i got her, still has pictures of us/pictures i drew/and letters from me on her wall. Along with everything i got her. Still wears clothes of mine. She even gets real scared/worried that theres someone else, or im talking to and doing something with another girl. Yet we ARENT together. Ive beat myself up enough. I cant take it. Shes just playing with me. Shes not coming back. Itll be the hardest thing to do but i need to move forward. Thanks everyone whos helped me on here.
Author whoknows11 Posted July 12, 2012 Author Posted July 12, 2012 And to those who are going through something similar, its not worth it. Ive been only going through it for almost a couple months but it already feels like ive dealt with the emotional beating/worrying for years. When they say "i need a break, i need to find myself,etc" its over. They arent coming back no matter what you do. Its not a break. Its a breakup. Just sugar coated.
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