2muchlove Posted July 11, 2012 Posted July 11, 2012 I'll spare the details as they are too abundant to post. But I got the gigs after a year or so and broke her heart like a jackass. Soon realized the grass is always green. When I wanted her back she started her revenge streak and broke my heart 10 times over. Then she says she just wants a break from us so I grant it. It's been 3 days nc now and I have been going through all of these different emotional phases: depression, sadness, extreme anger and disappointment. I keep convincing myself that its over and she's not worth it but she left me with such subtle clues that it might not be over that I can't help but think there's still a chance. And it's driving me crazy. Because I just want to fight for us and keep the promise we made about always fighting through the tough times no matter how hard they get. How can I just give up hope and move on?
Author 2muchlove Posted July 11, 2012 Author Posted July 11, 2012 Allow me to clarify the question: How can I get myself to want to give up on hope? I convince myself to move on, but there's always that one thing I remember her saying that makes me believe there's a chance.
SeventhFloor Posted July 11, 2012 Posted July 11, 2012 Just remember my friend, IT IS ALL A LIE. For attention. So you feel this exact way.
Author 2muchlove Posted July 11, 2012 Author Posted July 11, 2012 Just remember my friend, IT IS ALL A LIE. For attention. So you feel this exact way. You may be right. That b*tch.
SeventhFloor Posted July 11, 2012 Posted July 11, 2012 You may be right. That b*tch. I am right because I've been through it many times before, so I know. I just went through it this past week, too. I'm sorry.
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