ac11442 Posted July 11, 2012 Posted July 11, 2012 Day 35 of nc and I just deleted my facebook. I was becoming obsessive and that's not a good thing. It doesn't matter what he's up to. It doesn't matter if he changes his profile picture. It just flat out doesn't matter. If I'm going to stick to the nc oath then it had to go. xMM was the one that wanted nc even though I agreed completely. But I keep going back to what he said the last time we talked. "You have to help me stick to this. Because you know all it will take is one word from you and I'll come running back." I know it's true, that's how it's always been. And I keep thinking I could end feeling like crap by one phone call. But I also know that I'd just be postponing the inevitable. I'm 35 days in. If I stop it now I'll have to redo the 35 days and Lord knows I don't want to do that! I've made it this far. I don't want to backslide.
imperfectangel Posted July 11, 2012 Posted July 11, 2012 Good for you nc is hard but we all know it'll be worth it in the end hold on! 1
EmptyHeartGirl Posted July 11, 2012 Posted July 11, 2012 That is fantastic, and shows a lot of growth and strength 1
Silly_Girl Posted July 14, 2012 Posted July 14, 2012 Bloody good work!! 35 days, eh? I can assure you the next 35 will not be as harsh as the last 35. And the FB thing is a sensible move. It will help a lot, I reckon. Keep on keeping on!!!
YellowShark Posted July 14, 2012 Posted July 14, 2012 Congratulations. Welcome back to the real world where Stupidbook doesn't make you stupid. You'll be fine. I know. Because from about 3000BC to 2006AD there was no Stupidbook... and people did ok. 1
Author ac11442 Posted July 14, 2012 Author Posted July 14, 2012 Thanks everyone! Oddly enough the encouragement of strangers is, in fact, encouraging! Probably because I know it's not lip service, most of you have been in my shoes and KNOW how hard this can be. You have no idea how much I appreciate the support. Day 38 and counting...
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