charlenethedog Posted July 10, 2012 Posted July 10, 2012 I am a newbie @ this forums, and I would like to be my humble self here for advice.:bigcry: My friend and I have been friend for almost 2 years. Last week, she sent me email and said we won't be friend.And I better not to contact her. If she feels she can be friend again. She will propose it.:argue: I replied her back without much though and explanation and promised won't call her again. Now I realized I need to let her know how I feel and my side of explanation. She mentioned after I reduced my medication. A sot of pain and anger has been revealed in me. But I realzed I was detoxing from medication. It isn't fair to choose my bad time (detoxing) and reasoning it. After 2 weeks, I feel not in pain and angry againShe said I am angry and bored and sad. And I understand I am only angry to injustice & people do hurt my family; Bored- may be; sad- more it is frustration of my personal & career progress.--It is in a good precess, but not as ideal as I like.She thinks I will attack her- I never hurt and attack anyone since 2009, except my medication adjustsment & detoxing. It is not fair to judge me without evidence. It is not fair to make assumptions on my part- saying I did things without evidence to back it up.I am not resentful with her. But I have to admin my emotional connection is weak and I have been make it stronger, for the shake of my friends and I.It is not fair to asked if I (male) am to have sex with a man for 5% of a company. I am not even bisexual. In addition, I am a virgin.I admit I can't connect the dots. I realized I am not sensitive to her & push her buttons. I am very sorry.I JUST realized I did too much complain, but she did too. (I may be wrong)I found out sometime I did think, but I can't explain clearly. This is why the last time we had argument I try to explain it and make it worst. I wonder what can I do right now. If I don't contact. I can't express my feeling. It took me weeks to sort out issues & deeper meaning. But I already promise I won't contact her. I also wonder if we get back together again. What can we do? How can we improve the situation? How can I be a better friend. Any advice and suggestion would be helpful.
Author charlenethedog Posted July 10, 2012 Author Posted July 10, 2012 It is not fair to asked if I (male) am to have sex with a man for 5% of a company. I am not even bisexual. In addition, I am a virgin. It is not fair to asked if I (male) am to have sex with a man for 5% of a company. I am not even bisexual. In addition, I am a virgin. It is not fair to compare me with Joan Harris at Madmen.
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