whoknows11 Posted July 9, 2012 Posted July 9, 2012 If youre upset/angry about an ex. And you just wanna go off on them or things your worried about, say how you feel on here. Its pretty much like the post here instead of contacting your ex thread. But i figured itd be helpful. Especially if you dont wanna fight with an ex.
CopingGal Posted July 9, 2012 Posted July 9, 2012 There's nothing really anything more to vent about...at least I feel that way today. My ex is simply a very sick, dysfuctional person with...I just had a memory while writing this. The couple's therapy said that my ex had too many problems to mention. I forgot she said that even though I know my ex has a ton of problems and I listed them. Wow. Now I feel even more sorry for my ex. Geez. I would never want to be him.
Sugarkane Posted July 9, 2012 Posted July 9, 2012 I'm just annoyed that I lost out just because I don't lie and manipulate people. Everybody says forgive, but I've found that extremely difficult. Especially when I read time and time again on here people who's mutual friends didn't betray them.
TooHonest123 Posted July 9, 2012 Posted July 9, 2012 we had broken up a month ago...but we were still a couple, sleeping together, laughing and crying together, we were aparently ment for eachother...she cut me off after her classes ended since i was helping her with a math course. It hit me out of nowhere and was unexpected. Soon i come to find out she had been seeing a guy for a month and a half and the day she cut me off was the day she slept with him. And left me for him... This guy is the complete oposite of me...tall , muscular, doesnt go to school, has an ok job, deals weed and cocaine, likes to drink, his last exgirlfriend ended with alcohol problems and this guy even has a court record for breaking and entering. I am a good guy with morals, i work , pay my rent, go to school full time as an engineering major, my family loved her. I would wait for her outside of work with chocolate, clean her car in the snow, leave her notes on her car, protected her from drugs and helped her with homework... The main reason we broke up was because of her family...we had a secret relationship that put many many restrictions on us. She always had to be home at a certain time, wenever spent one night together. And she never introduced me to her family because i was hispanic. This new boyfriend of hers is from her same country. My self esteem was initially low through out the relationship but once this happend it multiplied times ten, i had lost most of my friends for compromises in the relationship, rejected a research oportunity in virginia tech so that i could spend my summer with her. And did not have a family to go to since i am a very distant person. I entered a severe depression and was suicidal, my life started crumbuling down as i saw myself sitting countless hours in a four wall bedroom thinking about the woman i love sleeping with her new love. Life seems to be falling apart, yesterday i got my schools financial aid package and i need to take out a 30k private loan, which i got rejected for today. I am trying to stay strong, somedays i feel optimistic , somedays i feel very anxious and stressed. Even after this happend i still want her back, she might never return...but i plan on continuing my career and life. This has been the toughest challenge in my 22 years of existance. After every storm there is always a rainbow , i am going to be a much better and stronger person after all this is over. I hope by the time she opens her eyes is not too late... I want to meet somone who is willing to love me as much as i love them , accepts me for who i am, is not ashamed of me, and makes me feek appreciated. 1
Author whoknows11 Posted July 9, 2012 Author Posted July 9, 2012 As for me.. I miss my ex gf, alot. Its been a rollercoaster since the breakup and i just feel im ruining my chances since the breakup. Flipped on her alot, argued. Got worried alot she was doing something with another guy now,etc. i regret it all. We were doing fine lately until we got into an argument recently. Then i offered to give her space. Broke it twice. But now i went back to it and am trying each day to keep it up. Its only been a couple days. I just know she isnt going to text me. It was always me who initiated conversation. Shed only text first when i stopped responding after a while when we were talking. Shed also get really scared/worried that there was someone else and i was doing something with another girl. She claims she hasnt done anything. Promised she wouldnt as well. I cant believe that. We were supposed to work on things during a break, cause she needed a break from relationships. Was constantly in them and just had stress from school and work. But it seems i ruined my chances. Thats how i see it. Not to mention most of the time we talked after she usuall gave me one word responses. We havent seen eachother or talked on phone since breakup. I took her off my fb as well. I just wish id get a text from her. I wait for it. But it just wont happen. Theres nothing i can do. I just miss her so much and always think of her. But thats all itll be.
edwards99 Posted July 10, 2012 Posted July 10, 2012 Im pissed..im pissed she seems to be moving on so easily while i feel my life is destroyed..im pissed at time wasted..thinking back she probably wasnt the best woman for me..but i still loved her..i still wanted to keep trying..i wanted to do everything she accussed me of not doing..im pissed it seems she has turned some against me to justify her actions.. im pissed she left..im pissed i miss here so much still..im pissed i cant stop crying..im not a cryier.. BUT MOST OF ALL>>>>>>> I AM PISSED THAT I AM PISSED!!
La Cerveza Posted July 10, 2012 Posted July 10, 2012 I'm upset that she reached out via email to tell me that my lack of contact means I never cared, that I have no balls, that I'm not worth a ****, that I'm not sad about the way things ended (even though she's the one who moved out). I'm upset that I've gone out of my way to accommodate her to get all of her things and I still can't get half my stuff back, and had to buy a toaster on Craigslist just to be able to make some sort of meal for myself.
Mariana345 Posted July 10, 2012 Posted July 10, 2012 I'm angry at myself... I know what the h*ll happened to me, and I know my mistakes... I think that If I could change somethings this would never happen . But I learn that too late, and I can't do anything to make those changes now, at least not for him, just for me, and for my future. I'm mad that I let this end. But at that time he didn't wanted to give a chance so, I just have to grow up, by myself. I still love him, but can't be with him. Even if he ever want to, we can't be together anymore... I'm really angry with me...
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