LoverOfDance Posted July 7, 2012 Posted July 7, 2012 There are two competitions coming up and he's gonna be there(this guy I'm still in the process of getting over because he has a gf). It's fine if I don't go 4 the first competition because I'm not competing. But I think I'm most likely gonna be competing in the next one. If I go that is. This moving on process is really disrupting my life right now and preventing me from doing things I need to be doing. Not sure what to do. If I know what's best 4 me, maybe I shouldn't go to either. What do you guys think?
Author LoverOfDance Posted July 7, 2012 Author Posted July 7, 2012 I'm thinking I shouldn't go because it might ruin all the work I have been doing keeping my distance from him for the past 5 weeks(I think). But at the same time I'm also thinking this avoiding him thing is making me very cautious and careful of where I go. Somehow, it's actually keeping him on my mind instead of keeping him out. I just don't want to care anymore where he goes or where he doesn't go. I don't understand what I did to deserve this. I would do anything 4 my peace of mind right now. That's all I ask 4 - peace of mind.
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