fucpcg Posted July 4, 2012 Posted July 4, 2012 I haven't seen my ex's face in 3 months. Seen her face about 3 times in the 15 months apart. Zero conversations. Tonight I went out, which I never do on Tuesdays, because it's a weeknight, and because my ex is always out on Tuesdays. Since it's a night before the holiday, I decided to join my buddies. They wanted to go to the hot spots, places I knew my ex would be at, so I prepared myself before heading out to bump into her. Surprisingly, I didn't, and it actually just really sucked, because after all the build up, I guess I WANTED to see her. My friends always tell me I'm soo much further along in getting over her than I think that I am. Sometimes they actually have ME convinced that's true. Then nights like this come along, and find out, no, I'm right I'm not really getting anywhere, and they are wrong I am not as far on as they tell me I am. Not sure there is a point to this tread, guess just my first need to post about my own issues since doing it 3 months ago on her's and I's anniversary. Sucks to know I'm not getting anywhere. Sucks that after 15 months she still can't be civil and just even have a conversation.
hinatticus Posted July 4, 2012 Posted July 4, 2012 Sucks to hear man. I have those same illusions and I'm sure my friends think I'm further along too. I rarely talk about it anymore to them because I don't want them seeing how I really feel. I don't know what else to say other than I know how you feel and hang in there.
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