riyaa Posted July 1, 2012 Posted July 1, 2012 I live with my bf of 2years and I am 26 and he is 29. He is very busy most of the time but I don't make much deal about it coz his work is like that. He is always very nice to me and I love him a lot. The one thing he hates the most is a gal crying for silly things and he always tells me tat he is glad that I'm not a crybaby. So 2 weeks back he had to go to another country for some work and twas like so little contacts.He is staying with friends and moreover there is this time difference too which made it more difficult and I was missing him a lot.So he said he will try to adjust some of his plans and can have some nice quality time together.. So yesterday was the day! We were doing a voice chat online and after lots of casual talks, we kind of started moving to more intimate talks n stuff. And he kinda turned me on n all.. and then his damn phone rang! And he said 'Baby i gotta attend tis..its important..will be back in a minute I promise' and took the call.. So even after an hour, there I was, sitting like a stupid and I cud still hear him talking over the phone. It was like 3am in the morning for me..I was really embarrassed and felt so insulted and sad..So i ended the call and was sulking alone staring onto the screen.. After a while he called me and said sorry and started talking to me like nothing happened.. Then I gave him silent treatment coz I knew that if i talk I will end up crying..but he keep on asking me and finally i cried and never stopped This was the first time I cried in front of him and then my always talkative bf just said 'baby i never meant to hurt you' and then he became silent. He was supposed to console me and I got more sad and said I want to sleep..Then he asked me to tell him something nasty like he is a jerk or anything..And I was still crying and ignored it and said bye. He tried to call me twice but i dint take the call and later i slept. Now I feel that was way too rude from my side and I am worried that he is going to hate me. I knew I was being silly and the cal must be an important one for him in order to behave like that but still I could not help it. I was making all those drama & that is the one thing he hates the most..And I cant even contact him and make it up now. I am feeling awful. Wat do I do now ?
HHC Posted July 1, 2012 Posted July 1, 2012 Being a 'crybaby' is a lot different to feeling sad and unimportant. You're allowed to show your vulnerable without being a sook or a cry baby. You were well within your right to feel sad and lonely *hug*
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