BlazePT Posted July 3, 2012 Posted July 3, 2012 Oh I have already decided, if the sex isn't there, I'm not staying. I am sooo done with bad sex or no sex.. and to think that he was younger than me.. He was very much so into porn though, that should have been a red flag. One would think that someone attracted to pornography has a high sex drive, but it was the other way around, all his libido was spent online or watching pictures. That's really odd, in fact. If he watched porn, wouldn't he want to satisfy much of his fantasies with you?
Samilia Posted July 3, 2012 Posted July 3, 2012 That's really odd, in fact. If he watched porn, wouldn't he want to satisfy much of his fantasies with you? Nop.. like I said, one would think so.. but no... if he did put his fantasies into action, they'd consist into satisfying himself mostly. He wasn't giving at all, and sex is a two way street. He just wasn't good at it. I think a lot of men who are addicted to porn also are addicted to their own hand and don't need a woman around much anymore. Not to say that pornography is not healthy for a guy (or a woman, you should see my neighbor's flat screen when she doesn't close the curtains ), I personally think it is, but in small doses.
BlazePT Posted July 3, 2012 Posted July 3, 2012 Not to say that pornography is not healthy for a guy (or a woman, you should see my neighbor's flat screen when she doesn't close the curtains ) AHAHAHAH That made me laugh a lot really xD , I personally think it is, but in small doses. Yeah, I agree - there were some times when my ex actually felt aroused when we made experiments such as watching an explicit, soft-core porn film.
Author Mariana345 Posted July 3, 2012 Author Posted July 3, 2012 O_______o hahahahaha!!! Yeah, you are right! Sex is important! XD After I read your coments I remember that sometimes I regreted been with him... That he was a good boyfriend but he lacks some stuff, and that I wanted that he can be different in some ways... Ok, ok, he wasn't perfect, we just loved each other... But now that's over... Puf!!! That's hard...
StarlaStardust Posted July 3, 2012 Posted July 3, 2012 My comment finally posted! top of page 2. No idea why I got thrown into moderation.
Author Mariana345 Posted July 3, 2012 Author Posted July 3, 2012 OMG!! I loved him so much... but he broke my heart, and It will never be the same. It's sad, but I swear I'll move on. He wasn't the one for me, even though we tried to be for each other... My very first true love finished. One exact month later I can start to let it go... I will always remember you, and for some more time I'm even going to want you back, but there is no hope for us... I'll follow my dreams and I will find the right guy for me... I don't wish you happiness right now, but maybe some day... It's so hard... But is the right thing to do for me at least...
Author Mariana345 Posted July 3, 2012 Author Posted July 3, 2012 ::::::::::hugs::::::::: mariana thanks!!!! ::::::hugs::::::
StarlaStardust Posted July 3, 2012 Posted July 3, 2012 It's gonna be okay, sweet girl. This is your time to become the person you always wanted to be. Change is scary, but don't be scared into paralysis, or worse, numbing the pain with a different guy. Instead, embrace it. You will find yourself with even more amazing guys beating down your door in due time if you use this alone time wisely.
Author Mariana345 Posted July 4, 2012 Author Posted July 4, 2012 I was thinking that he very likely cheated on me, and stop loving me, and go with other(s) girls, that he even don't care about me anymore... And I still want him back! Even though it's been a month and he didn't contacted me (just answer me or just asking for his money). I even know that we are not meant to be... even so... I love him and want to be together again!! I can't believe myself!! I don't know If I'm just being stupid or that I truly love him... I don't know I feel hopeless...
Author Mariana345 Posted July 4, 2012 Author Posted July 4, 2012 D**n... I want to know about him... but I know that just hurt me... Facebook is a big temptation!!! But I'm still scared, and I know If I go and see It would be like return one month my recovery... I really believed that he loved me, that he was "the one" despite de fights and problems... I need to move on, but I'm so scared!!! I never meant it to lose him I don't know if was my fault or his... I still don't know anything!!!! (one bad day today )
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