dan1985 Posted July 1, 2012 Posted July 1, 2012 Ok it all started when we went down state to her families wedding. We had a great time. i was the dd that night for her. i wanted her to have a great time so she drank alot danced and everything was fine. until she started drink more and more until she said i have to go to the bathroom. 15 mins go bye and i go looking for her.i find her in the mens bathroom. laying on the sink with a guy behind her.i think you know what was happening. i was crushed i pulled her out of there.she was calling me her ex bfs name.and saying im a whore now.the next morning we left and when we got home i asked her about it. she said she didnt remember a thing.i tried to tell her what happened but she didnt want to here it. a few days later after we have been fighting for last few day all the the time.i told her what i seen.and she said she felt like she was raped.that crushed me.she wants to have time apart.but she has 3 kids that i love more than anything.i also love her more than anything. and when that came up i thought about suicide.but i couldnt do that to the kids or her.how can i fix myself???? please help me
planet Posted July 1, 2012 Posted July 1, 2012 Your mind has been fixated over the problem and its overreacting. Take a break form that mindset. Just for one day. Go for a run. If she loves you even half of what you love her, you don't have to worry. Life is not just about relationships, its much more..realized that.
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