CopingGal Posted July 14, 2012 Posted July 14, 2012 Thanks in advanced for reading. Especially hoping for a reply from the wise and experience posters on here. I'm hoping to instigate discussion on us who have been dumped (or who have dumped). I have been on this forum before with my story, and I disappeared for a while. Turns out we got back together and what people predicted turned out to be true - reconciliation generally doesn't last too long. I got back with my girlfriend for four months. I didn't see it lasting long but I still loved my baby. It became very difficult and we both agreed to break up. Initially I felt absolutely fine and relieved. That didn't last long. I messaged her and was pretty much rejected, and cell number blocked soon after. Since then I have been tossing and turning and all over the damn place, the usual stuff we go through. I sent a message a week ago wishing her the best and everything - no reply. To cut to the chase - I know I could do better, I know I deserve better (based on things I won't write here). But I still feel that I love her. I really, really miss her. But... I do feel there is some addiction going on, that I want some contact, any contact to get a fix. I have a vague plan in my head that I will contact her in a month or so. Why would I do that? How do I know whether its worth fighting for? I could overlook some of the things - none of us are perfect. How do know that you should move on? How come I was happy we were over, and then depressed when I was rejected? How do I move on from something that I KNOW isn't good for me, yet I cannot seem to be happy without... Thanks for reading everyone. Hi Sunderland, In the post the link in my signature leads to, I talk a little bit about the addiction to my bf that I had. It was an addition...physical symptoms. It was rough, but that was a long time agon. Physical symptoms are gone. Pain still there, but much less.
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