jayy23 Posted June 28, 2012 Posted June 28, 2012 so i have been having good days and bad days but today seems to be one of the bad days i keep going over everything and thinking if i had done that or changed this that she wouldnt have left me i feel like i should have made more effort in the relationship not that i didnt make any effort cause i did and i would have done anything for her but some things couldnt be helped she couldv made more effort to understand that. i find myself siting looking at all the pictures of us together and just thinking i still dont understand this i dont get why she could up and leave everything was really good the only downside was that i havent been well for the past year and a half and its something that i couldnt do anything about but im pretty much back to normal now just need to sort out my anxiety then everything will be fine. i really feel that she has made a big mistake by ending this but she obv doesnt think that. she wasnt even willing to try and sort things out or make any effort to make things better she wouldnt give me the chance to show her things could change i feel like i deserve that chance but she wont give it to me. i guess im just being stupid thinking all that because deep down i know that i was a really good bf and never done anything wrong its just one of those days. i just wish she would walk through the door and tell me she made a mistake and shes sorry for ending things but really thats not goina happen i think im holding on to hope to much.
Samilia Posted June 28, 2012 Posted June 28, 2012 From what you're telling us, seems like she had her mind set on ending the relationship because of reason x or y. I don't think you could have changed anything. Try and keep your mind busy. Probably easier said than done, I know, but see if you can start reading a book, go to the gym more often, hang out with friends, etc.. You know those bad days eventually go away, hang on
Author jayy23 Posted June 28, 2012 Author Posted June 28, 2012 From what you're telling us, seems like she had her mind set on ending the relationship because of reason x or y. I don't think you could have changed anything. Try and keep your mind busy. Probably easier said than done, I know, but see if you can start reading a book, go to the gym more often, hang out with friends, etc.. You know those bad days eventually go away, hang on yeh she defo has her mind made up and iv tried and tried again to change it but its not for happening. yeh during the day isnt so bad its the nights siting on my own thats the worst.
Samilia Posted June 28, 2012 Posted June 28, 2012 oh I know.. dreaded evenings .. night time can't come fast enough.
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