Sarjunt Posted June 26, 2012 Posted June 26, 2012 I appreciate you giving my ring back, wasting 7 years of my life, saying "half of me wants to stay, half of me wants to go.". I appreciate having to watch your stuff being boxed up little by little, for a month. I appreciate coming home to empty rooms and nails in the wall where you hung all our pictures... Awesome. I love the fact you need to tell me "this is the hardest, saddest decision I've ever made. This is killing me, I don't want to do this, but it's for the best." Then I appreciate, in texts 4-5 days down the road hearing "You could of got me flowers or something, to prove that you wanted me to stay...." F*** YOU. I cried right to your face, and said don't leave.... I don't know if you were trying to call my bluff, but if this was a game, or a test. I don't play... I hope this sits in the back of your head everyday. I hope this skews every decision you make. I am bitter, I am angry... But I'm moving on... I said "When that last box leaves, this door is shut forever." I've seen this movie before, I know how it ends, but I'm re-writing the ending now.... Sorry, just had to say that to anyone but her. 2
Philosoraptor Posted June 26, 2012 Posted June 26, 2012 Tough man. It's funny how she wanted you to put in more effort to get her back after she made the choice to leave. It's simply a way of shifting her guilt to make it look like you were the one who made the choice to end it. It happens all the time as no one wants to feel like the bad guy. 1
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