dazednconfused3 Posted July 3, 2004 Posted July 3, 2004 My ex and i were together about a year and a half. he was my first love and best friend. we've been broken up for about a year and hes been dating a different girl for about eight months. he wont talk to me-or even say hi. we didnt end things on terribly bad terms, he broke my heart. however- the pathetic part is is that i STILL love him. i miss him terribly--and it kills me. knowing that i still care after this long kills me--i feel like a phsyco! i dont want to love him. i dont want to think about him. i stop myself everytime i start to. but tonight it hit me that im an idiot for caring. im a huge idiot. i cant stop crying--im so mad at myself for caring---but it seems as if i cannot help it. obviously he doenst care anymore~ i dont know what to do... =( i hate this feeling. help!
sid3 Posted July 4, 2004 Posted July 4, 2004 I feel for you. I have been hurting now since around xmas. i'm working on moving on. It isn't easy, have you been on any dates, maybe that would help you heal. I know how it sounds people tell me I'll meet someone else/better, I don't want to hear it.
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