bamaguy20 Posted July 2, 2004 Posted July 2, 2004 as im sure a lot of you already know my story im not gonna go into it.....ive been feeling better aboutt hings latly, the knot in my stomach is starting to loosen up a little bit, although its still tough....saw her driving on th road the other day she waved at me i gave a little nod...but she looks like shes gained a little weight in her face at least...and wasn't looking as pretty as i remember her to be..so that made me a little happy....but my main thing now is...with school starting in about a month and a half, and me being at this new school with all my old friends and all these new oppurtunities, i should start forgetting about her more than right??? i mean ill be surrounded by a lot of supportive people, and more things to keep busy with, and not having to see her everyday, as shell be back down at UA 700 miles away....id really love to meet someone new at this schoool next year and turn it into something meaningful..the thing is...im afraid im going to be a little nevous to date anyone ever again after what happend to me this past time.....we were so perfect together and then one day..boom...done....any ideas/suggestions about ways to deal with this....i hope the girls i meet dont get this impression from me and i dig myself into a deeper hole...sometimes i worry about how hard it is going to be to find someone else like my old ex....i have hope, but sometimes i doubt it...i know im a nice, good looking guy and shouldnt have problems, as ive never had problems in the past getting girls, just not girlfriends......i guess im just worried that i wont be able to get a girlfriend, instead of what i used to be after and that is just a random girl to hook up with for the night...
Mr Spock Posted July 3, 2004 Posted July 3, 2004 There is nothing more satisfying then seeing people that have hurt you get fat.
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