crazydawg Posted July 2, 2004 Posted July 2, 2004 Hi, guys, another bites the dust. Like many my situation is like others on this board just that i need the will power to not contact her. I've been going out with the most dangerou creature on teh planet. A beautifull girl, she's 19 and i'm 21 well we had a great relationship. I just didn't like her friend because her friend ahd a boyfriend and her friend was a sleeze always getting guys numbers and on top of that her boyfriend is friends with my ex girlfriends ex boyfriend. Well lately i just got jealous of her going out with a friend all the time. I lost my job and had todo this sleese job at night where she could actually hang out but she got bored of it. So am i. Well she was hanging out with her friend and then when she's done she called me i overreacted and i well i just left it to her to call me. We saw each other online last nite and she kept nagging me telling me that i'm wrong so i called it off i told her i needed a break and she asked what we were and i said friends... I hadn't called her in 4 days It was tearing me up inside so i finally called her. She wasn't home i guess she was with her friend. Then she wrote me a ****ed up email saying that i controll her and tell her who to hang out with and tell her to dress. ( i really don't i just tell her i dont like it i never say no to her) and she said it was fun but i its over just like that well after that she wouldn't speak to me. I went to her house to try and straighten things out and i asked her if she loved me and she nodded and i told her i was sorry i never seen her cry this much before. So i told her i left unless she wanted met o stay. I left. .... I called her back a couple of hours later trying to convince her to think about things and she said we should be friends and we'll see what happens. She promised to call back and she never did. I then saw her online and she said that its over and i asked her to talk about that in person and she said that nothing gonna change the break up. I come to find out she's talking to her ex boyfriend. I can only imagine from who it was set up. I'm on the verge of breaking down its been 2 days since no contact with her and i send her the email 2 days ago to tell her i agreed with everything. I just want to see her and hold her. I'm still deciding to go over there and try to convince her but not beg about it. I just need someone to tell me to go for it or to stop myself. I donlt wkno what she feels but i know what i feel and it hurts someone please give me the courage to handle this stutition i dont have many friends to talk this about. I feel i'm about to give in and make an ass out of myself
SIDETRACK Posted July 2, 2004 Posted July 2, 2004 Sorry about the way you feel about this whole situation. I think from what you wrote that you need to back off of her and let her miss you for a while. She seems to want her freedom and have her fun, why not you to? Here she is going out having a good old time and you, you are sitting at home sulking and missing her. She is loving that. If you two were really in love or loved one another than don't think she doesn't think of you when she is out. she doesn't show you that, but she does.when you go on the computer to chat, do not give her the satisfaction of going to her, she knows when you are online, let her come and chat with you and if she doesn't than maybe she doesn't feel the same about you as you do for her. Maybe this will help, maybe it wont i am not an expert just experience from my past relationships. She is aware of how you feel for her, after all you have told her quite a bit since you split. so back off and let her take the next step. I wish you good luck. You have the strength to get through this. there is plenty of woman out there, but you wont meet them if your home crying!!! let me know if this has been any help to you.
Author crazydawg Posted July 3, 2004 Author Posted July 3, 2004 well it was to late and i basically feel stupid i went to go see her at her job and she saw me while i drove by then she was walking home she lived 2 blocks away and when i went she was with ehr ex and her mom and everyone was talking to him. Even tho when i was with her she and her family would tell me he was a crack head. I guess cause i'm lower class and he's upper class it makes the difference. When i saw them i felt stupid and walked the other way not to embarras meself any longer and i plan on never talking to her again. Good new is i went out last nite to bar club and scored rite away and alot of girls came up to me asking if i was still with my ex and i said no. I bagged this bitch in my car (with protection) and it felt good cuz i haven't had sex in about 2 weeks. What you said has helpecd me but seeing her with someone else is what ultimately put me in the limbo of distancing her. She is stupid to go out with this drug addict but i guess cuz he has money and i barely make ends meet. Well i feel good tho because i know alot of girls thought i was attractive espcially the one i fuced
dasani08810 Posted July 3, 2004 Posted July 3, 2004 I bagged this bitch in my car Hmmmmmm.....no offense really meant here.......but if that's your take on women......I can see why you're here.
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