k100danny Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 I was just wondering what time of day you usually think of your ex most and what time is it hardest to deal with. I thought about her this morning when i woke up which is quite normal as i would always check my phone to see if she had called or text when we were together. Throughout the day I have been quite good really but obviously she has been popping into my head now and again but tonight after dinner I felt so sad again. I went and had a bath to relax and I just felt like crying.
favoritepills Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 It used to be nights, because that was the time of day that left me alone with my thoughts. I could only sleep for an hour or two at a time during the worst of it. But it got better after a week. Ultimately, mornings were the hardest for me. Even though I could sleep better, whenever I woke up he was still the first thing on my mind. Every morning was reminder that I was alone again, and I began each day with a little ache in my chest.
edelveis Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 When i go on bed to sleep its my hardest time..coz we used to sleep together almost everynight and its hard to watch her side of the bed empty.i have removed her pillow just to make things better for me but i keep missing her so much at night..it takes me an hour to fall asleep..also sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night just to find out she is not there..hard time is also when you wake up coz normally that was when she was calling me to meet..i wish you to feel better soon dude..be strong
Svet74 Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 my days off from work are the worst! and then either before i go to bed or in the morning. Sometimes i wonder if il ever forget about him
esteem-jam Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 Evenings, always been so. I dunno about you morning people. When I wake up I go into "boot" sequence- remember what I am, what I did yesterday, remember her, become a little happy that I didnt do anything stupid yesterday based on my emotions. Then I go with my day as coffee, check net, and bathroom routine which takes a lot of time. Then I may go out. The evening is where it gets to me. Also I dislike going on afternoon/evening walks because there is less people on streets, people are more concerned, there are couples and dudes chilling in streets/cars = all around bad atmosphere. Mornings are very OK usually.
AlexanderJames Posted June 19, 2012 Posted June 19, 2012 Times I feel the best = Climbing into bed at the end of the day. Because I've had all day to be contempt with who I am and where I am in life. Also because I have gone the whole day without talking to the person, so I feel pretty proud of myself. Times I feel the worst = First thing when I wake up in the morning. I find that when I get out of bed and start the day im usually okay but the longer I lay in bed in the morning the more I think. I guess it has something to do with the thoughts of her that I keep locked up during the most part of the day are free to run amuck in my subconcious while I sleep, although I do not often dream about her. And at work. Sometimes my job isnt very fast paced, and I work in a solitary environment. Which gives me a lot of time to get caught up in thought. But each day gets easier.
skyisfalling Posted June 19, 2012 Posted June 19, 2012 Mornings are the worst. I wake up every morning with a giant frieken rock in my chest and i feel like ****, another day without my ex. I bet my ex is happy as a clam enjoying his freedom while im here miserable. Weekends also suck, as we used to hang out every weekend together by default. It feels so empty, i keep checking my phone and its worst especially when your phone is silent with no indication of any text, no message, no call, its screaming at you, "YOU'RE ALL ALONE!!"
baseballgirl Posted June 19, 2012 Posted June 19, 2012 Mornings are the worst. I wake up every morning with a giant frieken rock in my chest and i feel like ****, another day without my ex. I bet my ex is happy as a clam enjoying his freedom while im here miserable. Weekends also suck, as we used to hang out every weekend together by default. It feels so empty, i keep checking my phone and its worst especially when your phone is silent with no indication of any text, no message, no call, its screaming at you, "YOU'RE ALL ALONE!!" i feel exactly the same. when i wake up its like breaking up again and again every morning. waking up to the fact that wht has happened today. but i believe someday i will accept this fact. someday.
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