mikezombie777 Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 (edited) So I broke up with my girlfriend today, we've been on and off for about 8 months and she said she loves me etc but didn't act like it, didn't treat me the way you'd think a girl who loves you would. I tried sussing things out a few times and talking to her about it, she didn't seem to care. Just said that's the way she is and isn't sorry, even though it actually caused me to feel pretty damn horrible. Suicidal even. I have major depression, anxiety and am on a Methadone program at the moment due to an addiction to painkillers I started taking after my bitch of a fiancée ripped my heart out last year. I'm over her now though, but I'm pretty much dead inside after all the heart break with my latest girlfriend of 8 months. I've lost hope in ever finding my soul mate. I don't cope with stress well at all due to my depression. I get suicidal sometimes and cry for hours even though I'm on medication. I also see a psychologist and my doctor every 2 weeks. Anyway, I've ended things twice in the past with my ex, but she randomly started txting me again, saying she missed me etc so I gave her another chance at it. Things didn't change. She was good for the first few months in the very beginning but suddenly began acting differently, I suspect this is when she started showing me who she really is. So whether she was just keeping me on the sidelines or that's how she really is, doesn't make a difference. I wasn't happy and wasn't getting what I needed out of a relationship, so I ended it for good this time. I was seeing things in her that weren't there, which is sad because I did love her too. Very much. Now I'm just back to square one. I'm depressed and alone. I don't have friends any more because they've all moved to another state for jobs. Some songs rip me to pieces because they remind me of her, I miss who I thought she was but I can't take her back. She just makes me miserable Although I feel a weight has been lifted not being with her, I still am not coping. I'm sick of being heartbroken. I just want someone to love me for me and show it. Please help me Edited June 18, 2012 by mikezombie777
cjuarez1991 Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 Hey there, I know it seems hard not to be sad when things like this happen, but within time things will start to fall into place. If you left this girl you did it for a reason she clearly didn't appreciate what she had and she probably thought no matter what he will take me back. Be strong show her that you can move on from this a stronger man, things like this happen take your time to be sad about it but when your done put it aside and live life meet new people do things you normally wouldn't do. If you want to take time from dating do so ,if not keep looking eventually everyone finds Someone worth it, it might take time but at the end that time will be worth it. Keep your head up, be strong for yourself, and for your future!
Author mikezombie777 Posted June 18, 2012 Author Posted June 18, 2012 Thanks so much, man. You made me feel better Isn't it funny how strangers can be so compassionate and make us smile? You just said more nice things to me than she did in 8 months. Thanks a bunch bro
cjuarez1991 Posted June 18, 2012 Posted June 18, 2012 Thanks so much, man. You made me feel better Isn't it funny how strangers can be so compassionate and make us smile? You just said more nice things to me than she did in 8 months. Thanks a bunch bro Sometimes you need a stranger to give you their prospective, I'm glad I could make you feel better, so now just keep it that way look at the goods not the bads and focus on the future not the past.
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