desertsessions Posted June 16, 2012 Posted June 16, 2012 (edited) Even after 2 years, I still feel really guilty. What does that mean? Edited June 16, 2012 by desertsessions
Radu Posted June 16, 2012 Posted June 16, 2012 My first language is not english, but i'll try : Hi, This may seem out of left-field, but I was an utter jerk when you asked for your stuff last year. I sent it in the mail earlier today, along with a money order, that will cover that $30 I owed you. The extra on the money order is for when Lucy decided to eat your hair curler for lunch. In hindsight, I really should have paid for it when it happened. I really acted pretty lousy most of the time. I’m mortified I lied to you. It was an incredibly selfish thing to do, and i really had no excuse for it. You did nothing wrong, you were awfully good to me. I was an apprehensive mess back in the day, who never really slowed down to just enjoy life. It was all quite silly, and unnecessary. I should have kept my composure, you had a lot on your shoulders with school, and dealing with my flack didn’t help at all. This is not a cry for attention, i don't want us to be friends so i can get back into your life, i hope this mail finds you in a better place. I just thought you may appreciate your long overdue stuff back. Take care. Modifications : - i can't believe i lied to you, especially over such a frivolous reason ---- it might lead one to believe that lying should be saved for a better reason or; it will piss her off if she cared about the lying. - You never did anything wrong, even though you may have felt inadequate at times, or as if there were double standards in play --- everything after eve and or basically cancels the first part. Better to remove them. - I missed a lot of simple things along the way, not to mention acted pretty lousy mostly.--- changed to I really acted pretty lousy most of the time. Basically i added some PC and made the mail more about being sorry for what you did to her instead of what happened with you.
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