had a really weird dream about my ex?

[horsesrule7]

Last night I had a really weird dream that involved my ex boyfriend (who broke up with me a month ago). In my dream, my ex and I were sitting next to each other in church, listening to a sermon. But we were sitting on a bunkbed, and he kept trying to cuddle and stuff...like he kept trying to grab my boob, which was kind of weird, but I actually didn't mind it (which was even more weird...), but it was during church so we were trying not to make it obvious. Then we suddenly appeared in a bedroom, but still sitting on a bunkbed. We cuddled for a while (like we used to when we hungout when we were dating). He had just taken a shower so he was all wet and he thought it would be funny to jump on top of me to get me soaked, but I laughed and mistakenly pushed him off the side of the bunkbed. He fell on his butt on the floor and got hurt, and I kept apologizing and asking if he was okay (but still thought it was kind of funny). Then we were hungry so we decided to make hot pockets. I grabbed two (one for me, one for him) and went to microwave them. He had grabbed one of his own since he hadn't noticed that I had grabbed one for him, too. So we ended up with three hot pockets instead. I took the hot pockets and went into my room to find my iPad to use a microwave app. to cook the hot pockets (which I'm pretty sure doesn't even exist...), but I couldn't find it so I just decided to cook them in a normal microwave. Meanwhile, my ex wandered away somewhere and I was waiting for the hot pockets to cook, and then I noticed that my mom was in my room. She asked me what's going on between me and my ex, because we were still broken up in my dream but we were hanging out like we were dating again...I remember thinking, "I don't know what we're doing...we'll just see where it goes I guess...". Also, my mom had a light projector and was projecting images of black and white words spelled out using animal outlines/shapes (for example, a "V" was made using a snake and a crocodile put together). But she was frustrated because the words didn't look right. Then I noticed that when you step back from them, they look 3D and you could see them a lot better. I don't remember all the words that were there, but I just remember one of them was "LIVE". Then, my oldest brother came into the room and was saying goodbye because he was leaving to go somewhere (idk where), and he went to kiss me on the cheek like French people do but I mistakenly almost kissed him on the lips and it was really awkward...After that, I got a text from my ex that said "9:11", which was him telling me that it was 9:11pm and he had to go home soon because it was getting late. I felt sad and upset because I had been too busy with making the hot pockets and talking to my mom that I had forgotten about him, and I was sad that we couldn't cuddle anymore since he was leaving. So I grabbed the cooked hot pockets and ran downstairs to give him his before he left. He was just putting on his shoes in the kitchen and getting ready to leave. I ran up to him but ended up slipping and dropping the plate of hot pockets all over the floor. The plate (which was either porcelain or glass) crashed to the floor with a loud clatter and I went to pick up the hot pockets, flustered. Then I woke up.

 

What does all this mean??? It's weird that my ex was in my dream, considering that I sent him a not-so-pretty text last night because he dumped me over a text a month ago after we dated for over a year. It's just something I had to do as closure, because the last time I talked to him I apologized for everything that wasn't even my fault, when it was really mostly his fault. He ended our whole relationship by doing the "fade out", then blamed me for "stressing him out" when I got worried and brought up the fact that he wasn't putting in any effort anymore, and then he just dumped me over a text. So I texted him last night, gave him a piece of my mind, and it actually helped me feel better. He didn't answer, but whatever. I'm still mad at him, so why would I have a dream that we got back together and were doing things that we used to do when we used to date?

Edited June 15, 2012 by horsesrule7