The good news is i am single again! The bad news is... I AM SINGLE AGAIN?

[woodstok]

Hey Gold26, i am doing good, i have also been somewhat busy and trying to stay that way, i have been doing a lot of writing, reading and hanging with friends. I still have my times when i am sad but its only sometimes now its not days.....one thing though is my ex is stopping by tonight to "hang out" why? Go figure, but i am not really worried about it, i will keep you posted on what happens......you know if she has a new man in her life, why hang out with me? Women.......

[gold26]

as a woman i can say this,

there is something about a guy who seems together that is very attractive..

she may see your not as broken up as you should be and its made her think..

and she knows above all else your a real decent guy that she can count on as a friend..

thats rare to find. i am sure she misses that .. i know i would.

[woodstok]

well she just left and all went well, we ate some food and watched a movie although it did seem like i was on some sort of time schedule with her, even though she said she just needed to get home so she could sleep. I doubt it but hey i went with it. Only one bump is we kissed and almost had sex, more because my dumbass tried to go for it and she went with it but then said no because she did not want to leave more confused than she already was.....my mistake i know and i stopped like she asked, i also told her i am sorry, i let my feelings take over but i apologize if i have made you uncomfortable, she said it was ok, and then we talked about how things were, she said she did miss me but liked living back at home, i told her i was good also and liked her living at home so i could have my space. All in all i went well, she knows how i feel and she knows i am a good guy, plus i feel good about the whole thing, it did not hurt to see her leave tonight nor was i sad, i felt good because we are friends and we will always be regardless of the past. It was odd because she even told me,she has never had a breakup go so smooth and transition into this, a friendship that we both feel will only grow, i am good, its so odd to feel this way about someone you love but feel its ok to not have them in your life like before. I dont know if i make sense.....