lil_carlitos Posted June 30, 2004 Posted June 30, 2004 I have ****ed up big time with my best friend, she is my ex but we are like friends now and yes i have feelings for her but we had a little fight like 4 days ago and now things arent looking to great. see she is a slim girl but bit bigger u know? anywayz i kinda said something about it but i really i dont know why i said it, like it just came out and now she thinks i called her fat even though i didnt, i said to her "if you didnt take care of yourself, u probably might be bigger i dont know" and now i really feel bad because even though i didnt say she was fat she took it pretty bad and i hurt her, and she told me to leave her alone in a txt msg then next day goes, "it be gd if we were still mates just need sometime apart". what does this mean? i dont know if i can see her again without feeling guilty knowing that i hurt her in some way, i promnised myself i would never hurt her and i did and now i dont know. i did say she is my ex, and i havent really been honest with her of how i feel about her breaking it off and some other things that have happened and really havent given her that much space since we broke up...could her saying that we need time apart, which i agreed i must say, could it just be that i hurt her and she is angry at me so she doesnt want to see me or could there be more into it than that? i dont know...i feel so bad now, ive let her know im sorry but she was so upset with me that i said it because not only am i her best friend but also i was her ex...wish i could go back and change what i said.
lydiamarie Posted June 30, 2004 Posted June 30, 2004 apologize, apologize, apologize. i think she's probably just hurt. does she know that you didn't mean it like that or does she just think that you regret hurting her but that you intended to call her fat?? this is an important distinction. if you're still hung up on your ex, maybe a bit of time apart will do you good. but i doubt that you want her to spend all the time apart thinking that you think she's fat. ick. not good.
Author lil_carlitos Posted June 30, 2004 Author Posted June 30, 2004 what....of course i dont think she is fat, if i did i wouldnt of gone out with her in the first place. i dont know what she thinks really i said to her that i dont think she is fat or didnt mean it in that way but i dont know if she see's that. im just gonna leave her alone but honestly i didnt mean to hurt her. im not over my ex...i think she knows that but i dunno feels like ill never get over her.
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