Coffee20 Posted June 12, 2012 Posted June 12, 2012 Sorry I am venting again, but I got worse a lot. When my mind is clear, I even know my answers to my questions, because he was giving me answers through our whole relationship. And I hate them. I cry every day, yesterday I was at school and wrote a test and I couldn't focus at all, I almost didn't write anything, although I had been learning a lot. I go out with one of my very good friend (a boy), he is so kind to me. And instead of being happy I kept wondered what it would be if my ex behaved like him. I don't feel angry because things are just like they are. And I know well that my ex is still the same person he used to be when he was with me. But I feel so sad . Noone from my family, or from my friends wants to hear about it again. Everyone tells me "yes I told you, he wasn't good for you" or "he is immature and I told you that" or "you see you should've listened to me before". I just needed to put it down. Thank you.
Philosoraptor Posted June 12, 2012 Posted June 12, 2012 We all have days like this. Just continue to be patient with life and put that focus on yourself. Take up a new hobby, join a club, volunteer, etc. Just foster your own self growth and learn to live in the moment. Worry not about the past or future, but find the good in what is happening right now. Really take the time feel the sunshine on your face or the coolness of a breeze. 2
DuchessKaye Posted June 12, 2012 Posted June 12, 2012 "Having bad bad days, feeling really low" I'm sorry that you are feeling that way... But you are not alone in this... Do you want a hug?
Author Coffee20 Posted June 12, 2012 Author Posted June 12, 2012 thank you so much, you are kind, I would like a hug, thanks I just went for a walk and I think I will go one more timem before I will start learn again . thanks a lot
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