don't know ..

[Brittanypolo4]

Okay, so from the beginning, I dated this guy who had loved me for years, but I only saw him as a friend. But I decided to date him anyways and ended up falling tragically in live with him. Sadly, i'm not the perfect person he made me out to be because guess what? I'm human. But he broke myheart right when I needed him the most. I am going through rough times right note, I'll spare the details, but he said I was being too negativeand he'didn't need that right now'. Needless to say, he's freakishly immature for his she. But now I can't get over him, no matter how much I tell myself that he's being childish and I deserve better. I don't even want to sleep anymore because I know I'll dream about bomb and in the morning reality will hit me like a ton of bricks. The problem is that I feel conflicted, because when we first broke up it was supposed to be a break. it wasn't through me that that was the car, it was him that said he didn't want to break typo, just have a break. So when we first broke up we still talked a lot and it felt like everything was going to be okay. Then my friends got involved and it kind of went out of control because they were trying to push him into dating me again when he needed space, so he started taking it out on me, and being openly hostile. Even when I asked him if he still had a movie I had left at his house once, he went off on me for no reason other than I was talking to him. A few Weeks later, he apologized and we had a really good talk about how once everything settled down, maybe we could work things out, because he food miss me, he was just tired of my friends, which, I was to, the way they were acting. Then, another week later, he started talking to all these girls, and seemingly trying to find someone else. Elm, me being a confused and unreasonably stupid girl, confronted him about this. He said I was being stupid and awkward and he just had a lot of friends (in which he didn't have before) and that it was no big deal. I was pretty much tired of his constant mood changed so I just let it go and stopped taking to him for a coupe of Weeks. Well I started hanging out with another guy since then, just as friends, add we've been friends for about 5 years, and when he saw on my Facebook that I was hanging out with this guy, he called me and flipped out and said I wasn't allowed to date anyone else, and was vetting support controlling. I had to teeming him that not only was he doing the same thing, but he was the one who broke up with me and can't expect me to hang around forever. Well he got mad and was being immature, and stopped taking to me again. Later on, he apologized for this but I told him I couldn't do this anymore because it wad only hiring me more every time I talked to him, and I was just done with all of this. Now tomorrow I have to see him and his family at graduation and I have no idea weekday to do or how to act, because I can't just ignore them. I want to be the bigger person and I want to be Marie about the situation, but there doesn't seen to be a way to do that without him potentially being mad our feelings coming back for me. He obviously had no feelings for me, he's tools me this many times, so I just don't know what to do. And by the way, I mainly posted this just to be able to sorry out how I feel. I know there rally isn't a question to be answered. Ijust want to speak my mind. Thanks.

[Philosoraptor]

Simply put he wants to explore other options but know he has you waiting just in case he doesn't find any better. It sounds like he has quite a controlling personality and you would be wise to avoid him if possible.