imperfectangel Posted June 9, 2012 Posted June 9, 2012 Currently on the road to indifference we've been in loose contact for a long time I cannot go completely nc, but getting there I no longer really think about hi ESP not in a romantic kind of way Im seeing him more for what he really is - not the one for me! Anyway last night I had a dream that I was at some kind of wedding prep gathering, idk the official name but there were groups of people there with their s.o's choosing what they wanted for their wedding I dot remember anyone being their with me but my ex om's wife came and sat next to me and began to complain about him how he wasn't interested in the wedding, she even wanted to add me on Facebook it was very awkward I noticed him watching me but them I woke up I'm not sure I believe in dreams meaning something but it's really thrown me I've never really given his wife much thought I don't I ow her and could walk past her in the street without knowing I've gone from never thinking about him to thinking about him all day
woinlove Posted June 9, 2012 Posted June 9, 2012 Currently on the road to indifference we've been in loose contact for a long time I cannot go completely nc, but getting there I no longer really think about hi ESP not in a romantic kind of way Im seeing him more for what he really is - not the one for me! Anyway last night I had a dream that I was at some kind of wedding prep gathering, idk the official name but there were groups of people there with their s.o's choosing what they wanted for their wedding I dot remember anyone being their with me but my ex om's wife came and sat next to me and began to complain about him how he wasn't interested in the wedding, she even wanted to add me on Facebook it was very awkward I noticed him watching me but them I woke up I'm not sure I believe in dreams meaning something but it's really thrown me I've never really given his wife much thought I don't I ow her and could walk past her in the street without knowing I've gone from never thinking about him to thinking about him all day Well, his wife is stored somewhere in your brain for you to dream about her, so although you may not give her conscious thought, she is in your subconscious. Maybe for you, she's another useful thought on the path to indifference. Even though it seems like a setback right now, it may actually be a step forward.
SBC Posted June 9, 2012 Posted June 9, 2012 Everyone in your dreams is you. You are the author of each character...in other words, you are the one writing the entire script....we just put different faces on it. So, while it may seem like it is his wife was the one complaining that he wasn't interested in the wedding it is, in reality, you complaining that he is/was not interested. Which, obviously, he was not. I would say this is a good dream, as it seems like you are coming to terms with the reality of the situation.
Author imperfectangel Posted June 9, 2012 Author Posted June 9, 2012 I am started to get over him I regularly ignore his texts and I can't remember the last time we actually spoke, I'm seeing it all in black and white now. No more excuses he can't give me what I want - though I'm not sure I even want him at all now - and that is that I think for me it ended one weekend when I started trying to find his wife online. I never did but I stopped myself after a while and just though wtf am I doing?! What will I get out of this?! I think I just used to wonder why her? What does she have that I don't.... But it's not constructive to think like that and somehow I pulled myself out of it but for a while I did feel like I'd gone insane Thanks for your replies they really do help! 1
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