My ex has a new gf... :(

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Hi everybody,I posted here before.Bf left me after 7yrs of relationship saying just"I don't love you anymore"(by the phone),that was my first relationship,then I started to chase him,at first he was responding on the phone and on text messages,then he totally stopped,then I came 2 times to his door to beg and cry,and he was so cruel,treating me like a crap.He told me that if I come again,he is not going to let me in...My chasing lasted for 5 weeks,then I went on NC for 30 days,and when I broke NC on 30th day,I felt so stupid,because I called him,and he didn't respond,I felt like a fool.Then few days later,I called him on his phone at home,where he doesn't have identification,and he responded,we talked normally,I acted strong,like everything is perfect in my life,I wasn't crying,it was short and decent conversation.Then I told my friend about conversation and she wanted to meet me.Her brother and my ex are friends,and when we met,she told me that she wanted to tell me before,but I was hurt,and she expected my ex to tell me,but my ex has a new gf.Her brother told it to her,because he went to birthday of my ex,and there was that new girl.She told me that,she didn't know how to help me,she was with me for hours...I can't explain that feeling,I wanted to vomit on the street,on the bank where we were sitting...If there wasn't that much people,I would do it,that feeling in stomach...And then the night...my heart has never beaten that much,I don't know how I survived that night.Then I called my ex and I told him that I know,and I want to meet.He came to talk,at fistr he was denying,he kept telling"it's just old friend",and the he said"ok I was with her but only for one week,and we were kissing each other to cheeks",and then I asked how come I have never heard for 7 years for that person,and he didn't answer.He kept telling me how she doesn't have anything with our BU,"she just accidently appeared in his life after BU",and then when I asked how can someone just appear and at once relationship,and he did something that made me disgust him,he did one gesture with his face,with his eyes like he is Don Giovanni,like me and that his new B****,like we both want him!!!I couldn't believe!!!He wasn't like that before!!!Then I asked why isn't he with her anymore,and he said"complicated"?????Like he is so important!!!I feel foolish,spending hours on this and other forums,reading articles,being annoying to my friends...while he was with somebody else!!!And I asked him in the end how could you,after all we've been through,how could you just like that,don't you feel guilt,and he said"I wanted to see is everything normal with me"?????What does it mean???I don't know how to explain,is he taking drugs???

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I forgot to write,when we met,in the end of conversation he told me how he is lonely without me,and wanted to hug me,those are mixed signals???He s one pig!!! I don't know what happened to him,he wasn't like that before!!!

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These things happen, people move on. My ex was meeting people like the day after and would bring her new guy to what was our shared house. You be strong and you work on yourself. The more you concentrate yourself on his life the longer it will take you to ever find any semblance of healing.