Edtheduck Posted June 1, 2012 Posted June 1, 2012 Why is that mornings and nights are so hard when trying to move on from your ex? Is it because they were the last person you saw, felt before going to sleep, and the first person you saw after? Or the thought that every time you go to sleep, and wake up the next morning alone, they aren't. I hate these two times of the day. My mind auto switches to my ex and I can't shake it off for around 2-3 hours. Get me to work, and fast.
ToyWithMe812 Posted June 1, 2012 Posted June 1, 2012 My morning theory is that you revert to your conscious and you realize, oh yes, it really does suck this bad, it wasn't a bad dream after all... Meanwhile, at night, time for reflection and the mind's wonderment will not give you a break. Reflect on that what if's, what'shedoing, etc...it will lessen in time, god willing.
Jingle14 Posted June 1, 2012 Posted June 1, 2012 Almost a year on (25 June) and I still can't bring myself to stretch my legs over to 'his' side of the bed. It's only in the last couple of months I have been able to bring myself to even turning to face that side of the bed! He is still my first and last thought every day, just like he was when we were together. It's horrible, and even worse as I know I was replaced fairly quickly and someone else is on 'my' side of his bed, he is saying good night/morning, and giving sleepy kisses and hugs, to someone who isn't me.
ToyWithMe812 Posted June 1, 2012 Posted June 1, 2012 Almost a year on (25 June) and I still can't bring myself to stretch my legs over to 'his' side of the bed. It's only in the last couple of months I have been able to bring myself to even turning to face that side of the bed! He is still my first and last thought every day, just like he was when we were together. It's horrible, and even worse as I know I was replaced fairly quickly and someone else is on 'my' side of his bed, he is saying good night/morning, and giving sleepy kisses and hugs, to someone who isn't me. Yes, maybe so, but that someone isn't "you." You have a whole nother adventure ahead of you, no worries. I'm sure your kisses will come at annoying pace some time in the near future.
Jingle14 Posted June 1, 2012 Posted June 1, 2012 Yes, maybe so, but that someone isn't "you." You have a whole nother adventure ahead of you, no worries. I'm sure your kisses will come at annoying pace some time in the near future. Thanks, that's kind of you to say although very hard to believe. I've had offers, been out with a couple of very nice people - was even tracked down by a younger, absolutely gorgeous colleague on another floor of my building after he saw my name on my security pass when in a coffee shop, so all very flattering. In truth, I'm just not interested in anyone else, am too hurt and betrayed, and I stupidly still think he was my 'one'.
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